Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Light is there......

Sometimes, I really feel amaze with myself........
I walk through the tunnel and along the way I feel tired.....
Even now I am trying  really hard to gather my strength to continue walking.....
I can feel the light even I cannot see it......

Yesterday, I received a call from my friend....
She just enroll the part-time study and telling me that she feel tired.....
And I guess my role in the conversation is be a listener.....I am trying my best to tell her...
It will be fine.......Just keep working and do get me if you need any help !!

Gosh, I am really amaze with myself.....
I am telling people that.....don't worry as everything will be ok.....
I am telling people that.....you will use to it soon.....
I am telling people that.....trust yourself.....
I am telling people that.....everyone have done it so you can do it...
Especially with my help and support.






 

Sunday, October 28, 2012

2011 vs 2012


Do spot our differences.....
This is what I do when I do not have idea to write.......
Seriously, it was really hard to gather together due to busy schedule even we are in the same company....
Actually we still miss someone in this photo.....


 

Friday, October 26, 2012

New office :)

Are you feel exiceted?
My answer is .....feeling neutral.

Ok, here is photo of my new office.
I really like the cubicle even it is small....but at least I have my own personal space.
Besides that, I am locate far far away from my boss.......

Below picture is capture when I have discussion with mechanical team member. I can just stop discussion and enjoy the photography session.

 
I manage to grab a piggy to my new cubicle from SK.....hahaha. This little chocolate piggy will accompany me and I promise I will not put you into my stomach.
 
 
 

Welcome to Angel's collection of ZOO

Hmmm.....after few stress posting I decide to post some happy news :)

Let's welcome new members in my ZOO collection ....baby Mr. E.L.E.P.H.A.N.T.


 
Baby Mr Elephhant
 
 
Now my Zoo members include Piggy, Cow Cow, Monkey and Elephant.
 
 

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Another post in October.....

Is recently or today I am super tired......
I just wonder why my work will not finish........ and how am I suppose to like my work.
Again .... again ......and again....

The journey really make me exhausted....turning and turning around seaching for the way out...
I am so miserable and lost......
Where is the Angel ......where is my Whitelighter?
It have been many nights.....I not really in a good sleep.

Sometimes I worry on my work more than my study....
But study really make me tired as well....

I also not sure what am I writing,
I just know I am really tired but I still cannot sleep.
I don't want to on my e-mail as I worry I will keep working and later I will awake in the midnight due to dream.......

I know I must relax....
Take a deep breath........and everything will be come to the end soon....
Really very soon........

 

Sunday, October 7, 2012

Officially sick again !!!

October, I visited a clinic again !! Actually I have forget how many times I have visited clinic for this year.......

 
Actually, I really hate to fall sick because of I need to go and visit doctor by myself ...... then driving back alone and tell everyone that I am good and not to be worry. After I had my medicine, I sleep from 5pm to the next morning. Seriously, I sleep more that 12 hours .....and this really a record to me :)
 
Since I already promise to attend the Lantern Festival organize by my colleague...even I am sick I still can push myself to attend. Oh NO !!!  I just not really can eat but I guess it will be ok to be there and play lantern. It have been long time I never play lantern :)
 
 
Hmmm - what can I said more......feel warm with all the blessing and wishes of speedy recover. I will take care myself and will ensure that my bag will have foods inside. Aside from that, even stay late I will take care myself.
 
 
 

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Thinking of you....when I am stress !!

Just wonder, how are you? Hope you are really good.....
I know is really my bad as when I am stress or not happy .... I only will think of you.

Promise is promise..... I never let you down as I keep walking alone in the tunnel.
Promise is promise......I try to be good as I believe you will be there to guide me.
Promse is promise.......but sometimes I do forget your advice - I know I should be happy and enjoy.
Promise is promise......I am taking good care of myself even sometimes I do not able to sleep on time.
Promise is promise......I do make lots of great friend out there....

Anyway, I really hope you can be my side now.....we can go and have a coffee perhaps.
It really have been long times you not appear in my dreams....have you forget me ?

" One of the reasons why we hold on to memories so tight is because, memories are the only things that don't change when everything else does"

I guess that the reason why I alwalys think you are the best.....as you only leave me with good memories !!!